Mom....
Words allude me...I don't know what to say. Mom, I'm planning your funeral, I have been for the past several days. I sometimes talk to you...driving, sitting, just being alone I find myself talking with you. I went outside this morning for a few minutes of peace before the running started...I cleaned up my front gardens...I felt you there with me.
Mom you are at peace, and I know it is a peace I cannot even fathom.
Mom it's the 4th of July here, and I hardly even realize it.
I looked at pictures of you today...some were happy, some were sad...
I was at your home today Mom. I laid down in your floor today and cried...I want you back, I know it's selfish..but, I want you here with me right this moment.
I love you. I miss you so much, and it hurts so badly. Be with me, please, Mom. I need you to be with me. I need to feel your presence somehow. God, wrap my Mom up in your arms...love her. Please. Keep her.
Words allude me...I don't know what to say. Mom, I'm planning your funeral, I have been for the past several days. I sometimes talk to you...driving, sitting, just being alone I find myself talking with you. I went outside this morning for a few minutes of peace before the running started...I cleaned up my front gardens...I felt you there with me.
Mom you are at peace, and I know it is a peace I cannot even fathom.
Mom it's the 4th of July here, and I hardly even realize it.
I looked at pictures of you today...some were happy, some were sad...
I was at your home today Mom. I laid down in your floor today and cried...I want you back, I know it's selfish..but, I want you here with me right this moment.
I love you. I miss you so much, and it hurts so badly. Be with me, please, Mom. I need you to be with me. I need to feel your presence somehow. God, wrap my Mom up in your arms...love her. Please. Keep her.