Morning Mom. Waking up really hurt today, it's just the realization that it's all real. You are no longer here on this Earth. I leave for Oklahoma today..I'm supposed to show the people where to open your grave...Angel is going to stay here and make sure you are taken care of...I mean..your body is taken care of. I've checked on you each day that you've been at the funeral home, and it just is breaking me to leave your body. I must go to do business there, but, Angel will make sure you are taken care of. Mom, Angel and I have helped one another through this...we are trying so hard to make sure each of your last wishes are fulfilled. I think the funeral home is so sick of me.
I'm getting the kids ready for church and we are going....we are trying to keep walking forward, but, it's so hard. Aiden has played in your zen garden this morning and talked some about you. We talked about you meeting Elvis, and that he misses the way you smell. He said he liked it when you would come over.
Love you Mom...be near to me on my journey through this...please...
It's raining dreary here today, but, I'm sure it's beautiful where you are in Heaven. God tells us he prepares a place that is perfect for us, I know your place in Heaven is perfect. I'm becoming more and more at peace..or at least a few minutes of the day I am...
Love you, I miss you so badly...but, I know you are at peace, and the pains of this world are no more. Kiss Bubba for me...be near to me Mom.
I'm getting the kids ready for church and we are going....we are trying to keep walking forward, but, it's so hard. Aiden has played in your zen garden this morning and talked some about you. We talked about you meeting Elvis, and that he misses the way you smell. He said he liked it when you would come over.
Love you Mom...be near to me on my journey through this...please...
It's raining dreary here today, but, I'm sure it's beautiful where you are in Heaven. God tells us he prepares a place that is perfect for us, I know your place in Heaven is perfect. I'm becoming more and more at peace..or at least a few minutes of the day I am...
Love you, I miss you so badly...but, I know you are at peace, and the pains of this world are no more. Kiss Bubba for me...be near to me Mom.