I find it amazing that God has a divine plan for each of us. Our God intimately knows each of us...our thoughts...our dreams..our wishes...our hopes, desires...our fears, the man knows how many hairs are on my head! That's just crazy to really think about! Something else God knows, that I so often forget...He knows exactly what I will endure in this life I have here on Earth. God knew how many children I would have, the relationships I would have, the losses I would suffer, the pain I might endure, the love I would feel...He knew everything before I was even thought of, He knew it.
I have caught myself complaining in this life. "Why do I have to feel this...(insert name here) didn't have to feel this..why do I?" "Why do we have to go through this...?" "Why..." "why..." "why...".
Well, the answer should be simple, because God has a divine plan. This is all part of the plan...and He knows why. I don't need to know why, at least right now I don't.
Moreover....I've complained about the pain I've endured in life. Because, I've been through quite a bit...I've sat and wondered why I've had to feel what I've had to feel, and weather what I've had to. Hear me out here, maybe it's a blessing? Maybe there is something inside of me that isn't inside of the next person that allows me to weather it all? Maybe God has a really big plan for me that belongs to no one else? Maybe I am stronger than I really think and that's why it's ME and not him, or her that must endure what I have. Maybe it's my intelligence...maybe God knew I was intelligent enough to weather it?
I don't have all of the answers, the important thing here...is that God does. He knows why, and He knows who can manage what. He has a big plan for each of us, and He is using us if we will allow him. He DID equip us, sometimes we just forget to see it, or we forget to TRUST that He did.
I have caught myself complaining in this life. "Why do I have to feel this...(insert name here) didn't have to feel this..why do I?" "Why do we have to go through this...?" "Why..." "why..." "why...".
Well, the answer should be simple, because God has a divine plan. This is all part of the plan...and He knows why. I don't need to know why, at least right now I don't.
Moreover....I've complained about the pain I've endured in life. Because, I've been through quite a bit...I've sat and wondered why I've had to feel what I've had to feel, and weather what I've had to. Hear me out here, maybe it's a blessing? Maybe there is something inside of me that isn't inside of the next person that allows me to weather it all? Maybe God has a really big plan for me that belongs to no one else? Maybe I am stronger than I really think and that's why it's ME and not him, or her that must endure what I have. Maybe it's my intelligence...maybe God knew I was intelligent enough to weather it?
I don't have all of the answers, the important thing here...is that God does. He knows why, and He knows who can manage what. He has a big plan for each of us, and He is using us if we will allow him. He DID equip us, sometimes we just forget to see it, or we forget to TRUST that He did.