Being a little girl I can recall the cinnamon in the air...the glitter everywhere...the spirit of Christmas all around...and the decorations here and there...
God needed you in Heaven this Christmas to decorate...
In my minds eye I see you there
Wrapping gifts so perfectly...the way you did when you were here
The bows were always big...perfect...so bright...
Your eyes would sparkle a bit as you placed them on the packages so tight.
We will all have a job in Heaven and I can see you up there
Wrapping gifts the way you once did...only there...there's so much more cheer.
Mom...you spend Christmas in Heaven...with the Mighty One...our Lord and Savior...THE ONE.
I miss you here...now...and I'm broken so often...
I sit down in the basement with my curling ribbon and cry so no one else has to hear.
I'm down here still...trying to be strong...I slap on a smile each day...to be the encouraging one.
It's getting harder as the big day approaches...my children...your grand-babies can hardly wait...
Aiden was looking up at the sky talking to you while eating dinner over his plate...
My heart broke...and I shattered to pieces once everyone was no longer awake...
My missing you really hurts...it's no longer just a dull ache.
God needed you up in Heaven this Christmas...He knew this would be your year...and I'm left to miss you here..
I have to cling to those around me Mom...I have to keep my heart here beating...but know that you are never forgotten...you are there...in that place...no one will ever take that...even when I'm done with my grieving.
I'll never have another mother...I wont have someone to teach me the things I still need to know...
Angel said you were her "north star"...without you...we will find our way...but we won't let go.
I love you this Christmas and the many more to follow...the other days of the year I will love you too...but, right now I'm just more hollow.
God needed my Mama in Heaven this year...He needed her to make it glow...she's up there wrapping gifts...that gives my broken heart some peace to know.
God needed you in Heaven this Christmas to decorate...
In my minds eye I see you there
Wrapping gifts so perfectly...the way you did when you were here
The bows were always big...perfect...so bright...
Your eyes would sparkle a bit as you placed them on the packages so tight.
We will all have a job in Heaven and I can see you up there
Wrapping gifts the way you once did...only there...there's so much more cheer.
Mom...you spend Christmas in Heaven...with the Mighty One...our Lord and Savior...THE ONE.
I miss you here...now...and I'm broken so often...
I sit down in the basement with my curling ribbon and cry so no one else has to hear.
I'm down here still...trying to be strong...I slap on a smile each day...to be the encouraging one.
It's getting harder as the big day approaches...my children...your grand-babies can hardly wait...
Aiden was looking up at the sky talking to you while eating dinner over his plate...
My heart broke...and I shattered to pieces once everyone was no longer awake...
My missing you really hurts...it's no longer just a dull ache.
God needed you up in Heaven this Christmas...He knew this would be your year...and I'm left to miss you here..
I have to cling to those around me Mom...I have to keep my heart here beating...but know that you are never forgotten...you are there...in that place...no one will ever take that...even when I'm done with my grieving.
I'll never have another mother...I wont have someone to teach me the things I still need to know...
Angel said you were her "north star"...without you...we will find our way...but we won't let go.
I love you this Christmas and the many more to follow...the other days of the year I will love you too...but, right now I'm just more hollow.
God needed my Mama in Heaven this year...He needed her to make it glow...she's up there wrapping gifts...that gives my broken heart some peace to know.